(posted by email) The psgp program left a bad taste in my mouth. I'm just awful at interacting with children. No, that's not correct. I'm not awful. I hate interacting with children. That's why i chose to sing and join psgp instead of PA or PT. So, i was miserable the whole day. Sure, i laughed, sang, and did other things, but my heart wasn't in it. And when it was over, i couldn't wait to go home as soon as possible. Sorry, God.
That brings me to "the girl". I think she enjoyed doing the program. Good for her. Not good for me. I see "potential clashes". Arguments. Heated discussions. Headache all over again. It's not possible. So, i've made a decision to "abort" my crush. It's simple.