(posted by email) Ah. Udah lama ya gw gak post lwt email. Anyway, been thinking about my "strange happiness" i've been having for the last few days. Dan gw msh blm nemu jawaban yg jelas. Tp ada 1 teori yg kyknya cukup msk akal. You see, berita ttg dia (the girl) mo nikah was the first in a series of facts. Fakta2 yg ada konflik dgn gw. Fakta berikutnya adalah dia pengen diberkati that bloody ambon ongirwalu klo dia nikah. It's a big NO for me. So, rather than dikecewain trus2an, gw cukup kecewa sekali aja. Dan krn itu, my mind's been sending me this happy feeling. Happy that i won't have to compromise later. Ini, lg2, br teori. Tp kyknya cukup msk akal.