*sigh* i guess i'm really disappointed. so disappointed in fact, i can't sleep. so here i am, 3h30 in the morning, typing blog. and in less than 9 hours, i must go to effatha for a meeting. then go again at 5h30 to sing. and after that, go to harris hotel to meet chorie to prepare for monday's event. well, who knows when i get busy, i can forget my disappointment. but i'll be a zombie for the day, because of this lack of sleep. hmph.