it's this subject again

gw benernya udah bosen banget ngomongin ttg kematian. really. tp kmrn temen bokap meninggal. oom didi. lmyn deket sama bokap. klo nyokap lagi males pergi2, bokap bakal telp oom didi, dan dia dgn senang hati bakal dateng utk pergi bareng bokap.

yesterday he died. cancer. went downhill in only three weeks. just like that.

yg bikin gw kuatir adalah, semakin banyak temen2 bokap (& nyokap) yg meninggal, i'm being constantly reminded that my parents are getting old. they are. and inevitably, they too, will die. sesering-seringnya gw cekcok sama mereka, mereka tetap ortu gw. dan gw sayang sama mereka. i can't imagine losing them...