Thursday, May 17, 2007

que sera, sera

kurang dari 3 minggu menuju refreshing psgp. by then, a great burden will be lifted off me. dan bukan cuma burden yg gw pikirin skrg. terus terang gw lagi cape. psgp has been my everything for the past few years. yaa, gw pernah bbrp kali keluar masuk, tp gw gak pernah bisa sama sekali gak mikirin psgp. dan itu yg bikin gw cape...

what will i do next? gw bersyukur bass udah ketambahan bbrp org. that's very good. artinya gw bisa setiap saat "mewariskan" psgp ke mrk2 yg masih muda2 ini. ahhh... it's not like i'm that old, no... tp gw ngerasa kemampuan gw udah menurun banget. not to mention my work will be much much heavier these coming weeks. dan prinsip gw adalah klo gw gak bisa sepenuhnya konsen di psgp, gw musti keluar. gw gak mo setengah2. dan tampaknya gw musti bener2 consider that principle.

so what am i going to do?? dunno yet. i guess i'll have a clue sooner, rather than later. in any case, i expect myself to reach a decision by the time of refreshing. i may not like, certain people may not like it, but if it's the decision i've been dreading for some time now... i'd have to embrace it. whatever i may desire...

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