alone

why is it, today, i've been feeling so lonely... alone... almost to point of desperation... i'm so ashamed. i have God to guide me. i have my parents. i have Jola, Donny, and Chelsea to cheer me from afar. i have Ajeng. i have Adeline. i have Venny, my faithful SMS mate. i have Erita. i have Tirza. i have Citra, my lovely, lovely "adopted" sister. i have friends. i have my notebook. i have my iPod. i have my mobile phones. but still, i'm so lonely... alone... oh how unfaithful of me...

maybe i'm just being selfish. yes. i think i am. selfish & stupid. stephen. you're a fool. i'm a fool. see, self-pity. what kind of a man i am, huh? shame on me...