Monday, June 11, 2007

deja vu!

semingguan ini, gw ngrasa dekeeeeet banget sama citra. no, that's not right... gak cuma ngrasa, tapi emang deket. yes. hehehe... dan gw rasanya bahagia banget. dan hal yg bikin gw makin seneng adalah, citra actually said that there may be a chance for us... omigod... not that i didn't expect it, but to hear her saying it... i was over the moon! and i still am! bahkan klo akhirnya gak terjadi, gw udah cukup seneng.

dan terjadinya juga agak2 gimanaaaaa gitu... gw bener2 sayang sama citra, dan tanpa pamrih apapun. gw gak berharap utk bisa balik sama dia, krn setau gw dia bahagia banget sama pacarnya. tp trus kok hubungan kita makin intense ya (not that it wasn't intense before, btw), sampe2 gw musti cubit tangan gw berkali2.

now, on the other hand, this is going totally against my self-imposed doctrine. yaitu gw gak mo deketin ce yg ada pacarnya. tapi kali ini gw gak bisa nolong diri sendiri. so how about the other girl? after all, i had just written about her, hadn't i? well, it was just a possibility for my future. now, i have a rather firm grasp on what my concentration and focus is, relationship-speaking.

will i write in this blog about triple-8 again? never say never... it may not be a wedding story, but i have a hunch it'll be a story...

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