Wednesday, September 19, 2007

the end of an affiliation

gw heran. gw cuma pengen bantu. tapi kok malah seenaknya aja ya? anyway. this is the story for the f**k post below.

psw. paduan suara warouw. my namesake. gw ikutan krn emang pengen, apalagi wkt itu gw lagi rada vakum dari psgp. it turned out asik jg ikutan psw. most of them are my relatives, so naturally i clicked in just like that.

nah, on a slightly different topic, gw gak suka ikutan lomba paduan suara. klopun in the past gw udah 2x ikutan, circumstancesnya bikin gw gak bisa nolak.

psw, kali ini, dpt undangan utk ikut lomba ps kkw. mrk udah bbrp kali jadi juara 1. naturally, gw nolak utk ikut. lagian org2nya gw liat lmyn byk kok, jadi gw gak dibutuhin lah. mrk sebel jg sih. gw terus2an diminta utk ikutan. dgn cara macem2. gw keukeuh.

akhirnya mrk nyerah, trus gw diminta utk jadi official. ok, i thought. ok lah, gw bisa jadi official, toh gw gak nyanyi. ya udah, gw setuju. due to my situation at that time, gw gak bisa sering2 dateng ke latian mrk. lagian jg toh gak tll diperluin lah, i thought. yg penting wkt hari-h, gw dateng dan urusin mrk.

or so i thought. wkt hari-h, gw dateng pagi2. jam 8 udah sampe di taman mini. soalnya ktnya 8h30 mo tarik nomor urut. ternyata baru dibuka jam 10. kita dapet nomor 4. out of 12 participants. lmyn khan? gw udah mulai bete. terus ternyata kita (me & kak audy, another official) rada dicuekin gitu. gak ada sms yg blg apa gitu dari anak2 psw. gw masih coba utk pikir positif. mgkn mrk lagi sibuk siap2 yaaa... jam 11 gw dpt kbr klo mrk baru otw. mundur 1 jam dari jadwal semula, jam 10. ok lah, toh acaranya jg ngaret. lomba psnya baru dimulai paling cepet jam 1 ato 2 gitu.

oya, utk tempat istirahat, psw udah nyewa cottage di taman mini. di desa wisata, klo gak salah. jadi ktnya wkt sampe, mrk bakal langsung ke sana.

nah, kira2 jam 12an gitu, gw ngeliat rombongan mobil psw lewat di depan sasono langen budoyo. dan gw yakin mrk juga liat gw, soalnya gw berdiri pas di pintu masuk. tp kok gak ada sms ato telp? tau2 ada nih telp. minta ganti nomor! what a nerve! gw lgs marah. knp baru bilang skrg??!?! tadi pas stlh ambil nomor, gw lgs sms mrk kok! udah gitu mending pake bilang utk dateng ke cottage dulu ya. tau2 cuma disuruh ganti nomor. what am i, your servant!?!?!?

gw marah. lgs gw putusin utk pulang. eh trus hp gw bunyi lagi. another one nih kyknya. bener aja. orgnya beda. ngomongnya dicoba utk pelan2 gitu, mgkn spy gw gak makin marah ya. didn't work. my mind was made up. i was going home! trus gw sms aja ke ola, contact point gw di psw. dia coba telp gw jg, tp gw blg gak usah repot2. gw cabut! wkt otw, kak audy telp gw. gw blg aja klo gw otw pulang, trus psw udah di cottage. dia agak kaget gitu, kok mrk udah ke cottage tp gak bilang2. i dunno he was sincere or not ya, but i didn't really care.

so i went home. di rmh, wkt gw lg telp citra, hp gw yg xl bunyi. tante maudy, salah satu petinggi psw yg telp. gw matiin aja. what's the point? either gw yg bakal marah2 di telp, ato dia yg bisa sok marah. either way, it wasn't going to be nice.

jadi sekarang inilah gw. totally out of psw. gw gak butuh mrk jg kok. fam gw udah warouw. i don't need the recognition. psw can go to hell and back and go again, i don't have the slightly care about it.

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